I'm Sitting Here

in my recliner. The baby is asleep in her swing. A cat is on my lap and purring. I should feel peaceful, but I don't. My life is a mess. And it isn't going to get any better. Ever. Unless I make some changes. So, I have finally decided that, yes, I am going to make these changes.

I just don't know how or where to start.

I know I am being cryptic here. I'm just not ready to open up fully.