Breakdown
I told a friend today,
I know that Heavenly Father doesn't give us more than we can handle. But right now, He's pushing it.
I'm tired of telling everyone I am fine. I'm tired of pretending it's not that bad. Because it is. I don't know how much more I can take. I feel as if I am just drowning, and each time I make it up for air and find hope, I just get sucked back down. I just can't do it anymore. Something has to change, and I don't know what. I am almost forty years old, and I feel as if I have failed everything up to this point.
This is really bad.
5 comments:
Oh Dena!!! ((((((HUGS)))))))
But, secrelty I am struggeling with {IT} too.
Honestly don't you want to slap some of the people in your ward??? That is how I felt today.
Dena - my heart aches for you - remember - across thousands of miles - this girl cares - LOTS!!
Love you sweetie pie. Whatever is going on, I'm always here for you.
Hugs,
Zee
((hugs)) it's a dark place to be but the light will come back...i promise. in the meantime we're all thinking about you. luv ya kiddo
This makes me so sad. Truly, I hope you find whatever it is that you need. You surely haven't failed as a friend. You bring so much light to all of us. Cyber-hug. We love ya girl! Yes-I promise we'll meet someday!
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